I made it home... safely. xD
I am SOOO glad I am home!!! I traveled through nine states in one week. *sighs*
Yesterday was awesome! I did nothing but sit around the house. w00t!
I talked to Hanzi all day. xD <33
Last night I was on the computer last night (sorry I didn't stop by) talking to Hanzi, Brittnay(it's a he), and CeddyBear(another he). Lmao! They were all emailing back and forth to each other and me. Heh. THey started a big fight... and Hanzi as usual got mad and jealous and stopped emailing me. Lmao! We talked about it today and made mends. Heh. <33
Well, I don't have anything new for you guys... Meh be sorries. I haven't been writing as much, lately. *sighs* V.V' That's very weird for me to say. Lmao! I gotta go grease a muddy cabinet!! Laterz!

-->Thorn<--

The last journal entry was weird... sorry. I got more replies than I thought I would. THanks to all you peoples that replied.
I haven't been on in a long time...
lmao
I have been on a road trip for the past few weeks and I could only use my dad's laptop. I don't think he would approve of my deviantart. lmao! xD
I have been feeling weirder than usual lately. Only because of what Granny Dancer(Lauren) sent Hanzi. Ergh! She sent pictures of herself naked to him. She wants him so bad onlt because I have him. Gah! I don't think he's worth it. I'm not going to fight her for him so Hanzi's just going to have to pick. I will be upset if he choses her over me but I will be even more upset if he goes on with me and secretely likes her. That just makes me worried. She's 12 for heaven's sake!!! Ergh! I should write a poem shouldn't I? Lmao! My life is a country song... *sighs*
SOrry I haven't been posting alot... I have been majorly busy or gone and didn't really care about it. *gasps* Did I just say that??
Well, I think I'm going to go for now. I should be home tomorrow (I'm at my grandmother's house right now). I will probably get my life back to normal(<<what's that??) tomorrow when I get home. I Luff you guys!! And I appreciate y'all.

Love always in virtualality,
<--Thorn--<<

How old do I look?
[ ] 12
[ ] 13
[ ] 14
[ ] 15
[ ] 16
[ ] 17
[ ] 18
[ ] 19
[ ] 20
[ ] 21
[ ] 22
[ ] 23
[ ] 24
[ ] 25
[ ] 26
[ ] 27

Describe me in 5 words
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Would you rather..
[] Do me
Or
[] Date me

Do I have pretty eyes?
[] Yes
[ ] No

Do you like my body?
[] Yes
[ ] No

Would you come visit me?
[] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe

Am I..
[] Hot
[] Beautiful
[] Sexy
[] Cute
[]Other____(Specify)

Would you rather..
[] Make out
[] Cuddle
[] Go out

Do you want to go out with me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No

Would you give me your number?
[] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] maybe

If so what's your number?
(DONT ANSWER THIS ONE)


How do your really feel about me?

Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU?
[] Yes
[ ] No

Hey guys!!
I stole this from a friend's friend. lmao!
THis... I guess will tell you alittle more about myself.





Anorexia
[] you hate your body.
[] you have starved yourself.
[] you have low self esteem.
[] you use laxatives.
[] you need to be skinnier.
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[] people think you are way too skinny.
[] You skip at least one meal a day.
[] You limit your calories or check them constantly by compulsion.
total: 0

ADHD
[X] you are hyper most of the time.
[] you barely pay attention to anything.
[] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[X] you seem to never sit still.
[] you talk all the time.
[] you need attention 24/7.
[] You aren't very shy.
total: 2

Bipolar Disorder
[X] you can act wild at times then the next you are severely depressed.
[] you are very irritable.
[X] you barely get any or no sleep.
[X] you have very high self esteem at times.
[X] you are have used or abuse alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[X] you have the worst mood swings of anyone you know.
total: 6

Bulimia Nervosa
[] You've thrown up all your food at one time
[] you thrown it up even when you don't feel sick.
[X] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[X] you eat fast.
[X] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] you always say you are fat.
[X] people think you are way too skinny.
total: 4

Conduct Disorder
[] you are a bully.
[X] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[X] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[X] you destroy property on purpose.
[] you always lie.
[X] you've stayed out all night.
[X] you have ran away from home.
total: 3

Depression
[X] you are always, or normally, feel sad.
[] you always, or normally, are crying.
[X] you find no hope in your future.
[X] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[X] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[X] you have low self esteem.
[] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[X] hope is no longer there for you.
total: 7

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get an STD, or AIDS.
[] you have to check some stuff over again.
total: 2

Schizophrenia / Anxiety
[X] you often have hallucinations or sudden memories you can't escape.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[X] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 5

My Total over all is: 29

Lmao! I guess it's the higher it is the worse it is. Hmmm.... is 29 bad? 0.o Aah! omfg!! What if it's really bad?? *starts breathing heavy* I have something wrong with me!! Aah! No!!! Ergh! Calm Thorn, calm. *sighs* Okies.
Yesterday was a Friday and I did avsolutely nothing... as usual. Well I did go to Dothanna with my folks.
I'm helping my BFF MirroredIllusions write a story. It's going to be so freaking awesome! We have it all layed out and everything. Maybe, if we get it finished, we will post it on here. xD THat would be awesome!! xD w00t!! xD
I'm supposed to be going to BooksAMillion today. Yiiippeeee!!! I Luff BooksAMillion!! THey have the best mangas EVER!! I'm going to look for a new series to start. Since Bizenghast hasn't put out any new ones. Well, atleast I don't think they have. If they have then I haven't seen it. Well, I better get goin'. I need to call Hanzi and let him know why I didn't call him back last night.

Love always,

<--Thorn--<

Hello,

I am happy as ever. But I don't think it will last long... Love got me in the rear. *Sighs* I hate cupid!! I'm going to KILL HIM!! Mwahahaha!
Hanzi and I are back together. NO WAY! I know some of y'all are probably thinking that I shouldn't have gotten back with him (if you have been reading my previous journals) but everybody deserves a second chance, right? I found out that Lauren was only 12 years old... Heh. She isn't even a teenager yet. LMAO! I feel so stupid when I worry about Peter still liking her. I dunno why... *shrugs* She got her a new victim and everything. Her newest victim is a 17 year old. Lol. I feel sorry for him. lmao!
I went to graduation for BCF yesterday. It was awesome! I got to see Summy and The Rat. xD They are my old friends that moved and I haven't seen them since last year. THe Rat is as tall as I am. Sheesh. -_-" I feel short now. Hanzi came to graduation also. He got to meet Summy and The Rat so he would be able to match a voice to a face. xD
I'm supposed to go to a mother's daughter's banquet tonight. *sighs* I have to decorate a table with Hope. YOu know, the sign of hope is an anchor. I just thought that was weird. Lmao!
Well, I'm going to go for awhile... I might be back on soon. Only if my brother isn't hogging the computer. Lmao!